My Shattered Void

I'm in a void...
Inside my head...
Where no feelings can reach me...
Where neither hate nor love can reach...
I can't feel anything...
Neither sadness nor happiness can touch me...
I'm in a void inside my mind...
And I somehow feel happiness in this loveless landscape.
You enter my void and I feel warmth I feel love I feel...You
We stand in our solitude and we are happy...
But when you leave you take warmth and love
and leave emptyness and loneliness.
Had you never come I wouldn't know what to miss...
I'm in my head and I'm lonely...
I feel the chill I never felt before
I feel the loneliness i never knew before.
I'm cold and I feel even less then before
My Void shatters.
Morning comes in the world where neither time nor light nor day exists.
And i realize with my thoughtless mind..My Void never shattered
It was my heart...

Simon"MiyamotoJirai"Karlsson